So I have been thinking again, and I have come to the conclusion that one of the main contributing factors towards how I feel is the fact that I just do not fit, blend, belong anywhere really.
I have a couple of girls that I am friends with from high school; these were my main friends and at one point not so long ago I really liked them. It has gotten to the point now where I am totally different from them. I notice little bonds they’ve made without me there – I feel constantly like I don’t know or am not involved in what they’re talking about.
It’s all about favourites.
I hate that fact, but its true and as more time goes on, I realise that I can’t remember last time I was a favourite.
